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My Experience, David Chang

Ever since I could remember I've regretted something in my life. Every day there is a part of me that needs to be filled with something, and most of the time I don't receive it. As a boy I would regret not getting the toy that I wanted and the cartoons that I missed. With the passing of time, this became the jobs I wanted and never got. Every day there was something to regret; this became so much ingrained in me that if I had a perfect day I questioned it. So I lived with regret, and life, simply speaking, became very cynical. How else does one cope with all the regrets? Where is the end? I exist; my mother gave birth to me (I did not ask to be born), such thoughts come with the territory of regret. Satisfaction was often a mockery to me because I knew it wouldn't last and would soon get worse.

My expectation in life became very low, and day-to-day life became something of an illusion and a lie. I surmised that if something is real, it has to be real all the time, and not affected by anything else in life (such as gravity or the earth orbiting around the sun being real and constant).

The Full-Time Training in Anaheim (FTTA) is such a place. The FTTA allowed me to know God in my spirit, which is a realm where there is only God and man, in harmony, in love, in peace. All the time I spend here, I don't regret a minute of it. This place is real; it took me from living a life of disillusion and brought me into the light. Because of this place, I'm happy because I know and experience the love of God every day.

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